Foshizzle
I’m honestly a mess. I also HATE how I’m bottling up all my feelings.
Matt Wertz | 5:19
Ah. I love my sister. @finnadenden (Taken with instagram)
Things are kinda looking up. I have to be more understanding of the whole situation. I wish I wasn’t so selfish. I think the reason why I’m so torn apart about my best friend leaving me is because she’s my second half. It’s rare to have that best friend that you don’t mind spending every single minute with. Usually people would sick of one another..especially when you live with them for a year. But us? Not even. We can’t even spend a whole day without seeing each other. Really gay. I don’t care. HAHA. ;pĀ
I’m just scared. I’m scared that she’ll be drawn to the people there back home that she will want to stay there. AHH. I hate having the fear of losing a best friend.
….on the bright side of things…I got a gym membership! HAHA. I’m ready to get my abs back! teehee :DĀ
My dad is being productive today. My car is finally clean!! Thank you daddy ššš (Taken with instagram)
Possibly new place for next year..I say possibly because I still have hope for our original plan. We’ll just have to see.
Farewell - Rihanna
Farewell, somebody’s gonna miss you. That somebody’s me.Ā
The day that I dreaded the most is finally over. It’s gonna take a while for me to accept the changes that will occur next year..=\
On a little happier note..I was happy to see my big before I left!! I dropped by his house to give him his bottle of Jameson that he left at my apartment. HAHA. we’re such alcoholics. I’m gonna miss him. I’m gonna miss ALL of aphio! I’ve been feeling a TAD bit disconnected from them for a while..=\ I hope to change that around over the summmer! I’m thinking of having a birthday party out in the city..hmm…Ā
“There are times when you’ll need someone, I will be by your side. There is a light that shines, special for you and me.”
Common - The Light (Kero One Remix)Ā
I’m starting to get sad again..I’m just gonna miss my best friend. 3
